How far does the pit fall, how deep, how wide.
How far the darkness stip away your dignaty, your pride.
How far does it make you a burdon upon your fellow man.
This pit takes away my sanity, my common sence, my security.
There is an up, there is a down, but I do not understand
It narrows my eye sight to only the pain. I had love, I remember it
My loves are still there; I can not feel them.
This bad pit has blinded me, numbed me, and left me in a state of shock.
It is in the shock I should feel outraged, but you feel nothing.
No love, no fear, no nothing
Even in the numbness, God is there. I know. You will get through this.