I decided I hate Christmas, I guess I should define that abit.  I love decorating the house, buying presents for my kids, spending time in church. I hate family that insist on making their christmas their way by being rude, hurtful and threatening.  I remember why I wanted to go away for christmas last year, I couldn’t handle the family and I hate being with a bunch of rude people who like nothing better to do than pick on everylittle thing to make you feel small.