Exodus 33:21-22 Then the Lord said, “There is a place near me where you may stand on a rock. When my glory passes by, I will put you in a cleft in the rock and cover you with my hand until I have passed by”
A cleft in a rock, a port in a storm. What is it we are really looking for in life? We are looking for a place of safety. We desire to work for a good company because we wish to have job security. We look for a safe place to live because we wish to have peace when we lay our head down at night, a place that is safe for our kids to play in, a safe place to purchase our food. We as humans desire three things as our most basic needs Food, Shelter, Safety. Along with our basic needs as humans there are some things in life we can not shake. Death and Taxes, but there are other absolute truths we need to also acknowledge. One, there is a God, he is the creator of the heavens and the earth. Secondly, He can not lie, he is truth, and when he makes a promise it is never broken.
What does this have to do with depression. When I am in my dark hole of depression; if you have been there, you know deep in your heart that evil prowls around you like a lion. Your mind fails you, your body fails you, what do you trust? Friends, family they will also disappoint they will fail. Who do you trust, who do you turn to who will never leave you –God. Please read Psalm 121
A song of ascents.
1 I lift up my eyes to the mountains—
where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
The Lord will keep you from all harm. When you are in the depths of depression I know its hard to feel God holding you. If you have never asked, maybe now is the time. If you suffer from depression and feel the darkness closing in- you know there is also light. Maybe you have never acknowledged it before. Maybe you don’t believe in God. But you know there is darkness. Would it be so hard to believe there is light? Try a prayer. when you are in the pit of dark, ask God to send you his light. He is there holding you waiting for you to acknowledge Him. Its like a Christmas present unseen under the tree waiting to be discovered. It is a free gift, opening it. In the pit of darkness what have you to lose?
But I do promise you this if you open this present, God will never break his promise. God takes all and turns it to His good. What he requires from you is acknowledgement that his exists, and an invitation to your open heart.
I have had some dark nights. Nights where I didn’t think God was there. Nights where I could feel and see evil wanting to devour me. A shadow of darkness that follows you around like a shadow. If you read the poetry I have written in previous posts you can see how dark it has been. But God put me in a cleft in a rock so I could be protected and his Glory could shine. God has promised that in Psalm 121 we would be protected. And God never breaks a promise. When I could not pray or even groan, God gave me friends that prayed for me. Those nights I thought were the end of me, I never thought I could move to another day. I thought the darkness would swallow me up. Seek his peace. It will not protect you from the next panic attack- I still suffer, I still fall down some pretty deep holes, but I do have God to help me pick up the pieces, and each time we do I get a little stronger. he provides me with hope that I will overcome this darkness, but think of this. You would never know there was darkness if you didn’t have a light. God is that light, and so is his son Jesus. but I’ll talk more on that next time.
Please come back again, I want to talk about holding on to Gods promises next time- till then God’s Peace to you