“Scripture really strikes you hard – that might be a healing point – a ministry point – a passage the Holy Spirit is using to break a lie you are hearing and believing – a passage that you need to commit to memory and claim for yourself each morning until you own it and it owns you. When attacked by the lies of the devil remember what Luther wrote… “one little Word can fell him”… ”
A message from a friend in regards to my last post. – it did nothing but make me weep. My first thought how did this all get so hard! There is a relationship between the word and eternal life. The word became flesh.
“If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging symbol. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames but have not love, I gain nothing. – 1 Corinthians 13“
Tonight I have no love, I am fighting with loving myself tonight. I am having an anxiety attack. I want to text, email, my close friends and express my breaking heart. I am tired of reaching out and feeling like a fool, in the morning. Tonight I am popping my pills and following up with a small but yummy glass of red wine and hiding in my room.
its dark out tonight and that is how i feel – tomorrow will be light maybe I can be that way tomorrow.
till next time………..