January two more official vacation days and a weekend till I go back to work. Its 10:27 am on Thursday, I just got out of bed— I went to bed at 11pm. I have been sleeping so much the past two weeks. I have been averaging 10 hours a night, plus a nap. I have never slept that much before. Its kinda weird. I guess I needed it but I usually don’t sleep that much. Depression usually disrupts my sleep patterns. Last week was solid sleeps, this week a little more up and down but still getting sleep. I have been suffering with night sweats, which means I get up once a night change my jammies, have some water go back to bed. I have had a cold, I have been coughing some times at night, so this week I have not had a solid sleep but still getting lots of sleep.
I am still feeling good. I can’t say normal– but to be honest I am not sure I remember what normal is anymore, but I feel more even, right now. I have no energy. I must admit I have only worked out once in the past week and a half. It was a good one but kinda sad. Christmas is hard on the waist line, so working out is a must, but I will make up for it when I get back into routine. I am not beating myself up, just a comment. I figure if I am sleeping so much then that is more important than working out.
My husband is bored with hanging around home – I am fine with it – I like to be home. Sometimes too much it becomes my hide out. It’s just nice to hang out with the kids and hubby and watch a movie or two and read. After a couple more days my son will be back to school and I am not sure when I will see him next – maybe reading week, or Easter. I will miss him so much, it will be hard. My daughter has one more month at her old highschool till she switches to her new highschool. She is flexing into the school I work at! She said she would never do that, but her school is proving not to be a good fit for her so she will spend her last year and half at my school to pick up grades and get ready for post secondary education. I am sure this will not be stressful. (small bit of humour) 2013 should be an interesting year.
till next time………